Happy Birthday Leeeeena!

it's a bit late right now, and i can't think straight cos i been off alcohol lately and this means my brain's going through some difficult readjusting stage of my character, which is pretty damn confusing at times but i am managing somehow by doing stuff like going to gym 3 times a week, which is making me feel even more strange and kind of fit, which fucking strange i gotta tel you, and by the time you see me next i'll be so fucking removed from who i used to be that you will need to spend approximately 3 weeks straight with me 24-7 in order to catch up, but maybe if i keep typing this that won't be that necessary cos you'll read it and say "oh he's just the same", but maybe you won't, but then again it was probably a good idea anyway, because all i wanted to say was to say "hi and happy birthday!" but instead i'm rambling on about crap, which is bad cos it's late and my brain's sober for the first time in more than 10 years probably, ahaha, yeah, kind of sad, but hey! it's your birthday! and i'm not gonna drink for you, but i can smoke one for you, if you know what i mean... so yeah, Happy happy birthday you crazy girl! Wish you everything you ever wanted Lena!

now heesco needs some sleep.